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hostile

Belonging or appropriate to anenemy; showing the disposition of an enemy; showing ill will and malevolence, or a desire to thwart and injure; occupied by an enemy or enemies; inimical; unfriendly hostile countryhostile to a sudden changes

wretched

An unhappy, unfortunate, ormiserable person. An unpleasant, annoying person.(archaic) An exile.

abondon

To give up control of, tosurrender or to give oneself over, or to yield to one's emotions.